Sunday, April 16, 2006

God is not Afraid of the Dark.

When I was a child often at night I would lie in bed surrounded and absorbed by the darkness, frozen in fear hiding beneath my covers. Even though the journey to my parents’ bedroom was just a few steps away, the darkness in-between made it feel like we were miles apart. I felt isolated with only my imagination to run away with me. I felt left alone to ward of the evil images that lurked from my wood- grained closet door.

So I developed a one-word mantra that brought me comfort in the midst of my darkness. Often in the middle of the night I would actually “cry out” my mantra from the top of my lungs. It went something like this: Mom!


And within seconds the light from the hallway would find its way into my room followed by my mother. She must have identified with or understood my fear for she never shamed me for being afraid, she simply loved me. When she arrived at my bedside she would reach out and touch my sweaty head and say “its okay sweetheart, I am here, there’s nothing to be afraid of.” And then on my behalf she would crawl into bed next to me until moments later I would drift off to into peaceful rest only to awaken the next day where the light of the morning filled my room.

There’s something terrifying about darkness, isn’t there?

There’s something opposite and equally comforting about light.

No amount of darkness can extinguish light.

God is not afraid of the dark.

The truth of Easter is that we no longer have to be afraid of the dark; evil, sin, suffering, fear and death cannot ultimately consume us. The Light has come. Like a loving mother, God has entered the rooms of our lives and the light of the resurrected Jesus has swallowed the darkness and now illuminates our world. The Light of Love is alive. The Light of Love is with us forever and can never be consumed by darkness.

8 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

May all children everywhere have a storybook mom like yours. Surely God will see to it....won't he?

6:49 PM  
Blogger gracie said...

True light is only possible when He meets us in the dark... He's already been there and He comes back to find us in it! Wait the night...

7:47 PM  
Blogger New Life said...

Hump! Thanks again. Right on, bro. This one stopped me in my tracks today as well. thanks for making me smile.

Anonymous: Anonymity can be a good thing. It can makes us feel safe to say what's on our minds and hearts without having to expose our identity. At the same time, it can allow us to hide from our true identity for fear of rejection or confrontation. What I hope for in my life is to be able to express my thoughts and feelings and "own" my indentity in the process regardless of what others may think. It is then that I am truly free.

As far as my mother, yes, I am one of the fortunate ones. And no I don't think that God will see to it. This was the beginning of my easter sermon and in the the full context I actually addressed the harsh reality that life isn't about the Easter bunny, colored eggs and storybook mothers. It is a bout a God who has been wounded.

Gracie: Nice thoughts. I like what you said. Sometimes the dark is the only place we'll look for the light or notice it.

10:48 PM  
Blogger kc bob said...

I think that many Christians have many fears because they follow their head instead of their heart. Fear is often an evidence that your mind is exercising dominance over your heart ... the courage to overcome fear is a heart issue.

10:41 AM  
Blogger isaiah said...

"Mom!"

Great post. Is not God both in the dark & the light? How can one exist without the other- where it it she is not?

12:46 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

The dark frightened me and still does; my mother frightened me yet I am healing the memories 8 years after her death. I am forgetful and project these swirls onto my thoughts of God, and am sometimes afraid of Him. Then I breathe and remember... then I hear Rick preach and remember... then I sing to the Risen Lord and remember. All of this comes and goes. Returning to His light gets dizzying yet again and again I do so.

1:04 PM  
Blogger see-through faith said...

Thanks

this was a great Easter message - full of hope and LIGHT

Isaiah - I didn't understand what you meant about God being in the dark :(

3:52 PM  
Blogger isaiah said...

See-through-faith...

"Look under a rock and I am there, split a piece of wood and I am there too".

Gospel of Thomas

"Even if you deny Me, I am there.
Even when you feel most alone, I am there.
Even in your fears, I am there.
Even in your pain, I am there.
Though you fail to find Me, I do not fail you.
Though your faith in Me is unsure, my faith in you never wavers, Because I know you, because I love you.
Beloved, I am there."

James Dillet Freeman

If we trust in a God that is everywhere- then she is in the darkness of our minds, our thoughts, the essence of disbelief itself- how can it be any other way?

6:18 PM  

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