What's Next?

Do you ever wonder, what's next? I do all the time. I am 41 and ready to do something special for God, yet here I am waiting patiently for God to lead me where God wants to take me. My wife tells me that I am doing what God wants and I am doing God's will. Sometimes I think it would be much easier not to burden myself with the details and just, "be still and know that I am God."

I just think it would be nice to change the world. To help people contect their hands with the hands of God. I am not sure that it is possible to do all at once. Perhaps it can only be done one person at a time. I guess it is like living in the present one day at a time. It seems like why care about whether others are connecting with God? I don't have the option, I have to do this. I feel like I am 41 going on 21.